Friday, February 29, 2008

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omg la. just when im set on running then got so many pro people come and run... almost no hope already. even within my ct got at least 6 people running. out of 20. cool right. VOTE FOR ME. =)

todays morning traffic was INSANE. travel time difference of more than 40 minutes la! the stupid person run away... then the 67 i was on (bendy bus) was stuck in jam, just outside serene centre. stopped in yellow box in the middle of junction blocked the adjacent traffic flow for i think 3 red lights. the drivers were pissed la, and somemore cannot horn. scary. reached school at 7.45. how nice.tyco shit, no flag-raising. xD

haha friday's the (academically) slackest day. pw, pe (squash!), phy tut, maths lec, phy lec, ct session, training. lol. pw was super quiet la. tutor trying to get us to open but fail. then pe was fun. for me. haha. i re-learnt squash in 1 hour! lessons were still okay, but kept falling asleep. again. >< ct session council-meet-students! haha. the videos were damn funny. went to ask xuanyi some stuff, met ningxin, tried convincing her to join council, then run off to training. late for 1.5 hours i think. and my knees still hurt.

missed ct dinner. so another small gathering missed. all i know about it is that esther got niao-ed again by bey and zijie, as usual. can change the ct dinner day? friday.. i cmi. im selfish. bleh. -_- tuesday! haha. after econs la! 5+ finish, lag a bit, then go makan. can? if not never mind. i pon training. xD

and anying is sick. not my fault this time ba? anyway got some weird symptoms... how are you feeling already? must get well soon. we need out hyper zi-high happy tall person. =) haha one small para all for anying. feel honoured. xD

after having so many talks with so many different people who view me in roughly the same way, i think i may be able to change more. for the better. i hope. and do i really look so serious and fierce and dao? even my sister's friends dont dare to talk to me la. sis told me they scared i scold them or something. o.O but if i smile will scare more people off lor.

still got a lot of homework, but got training again tomorrow morning and after that tutoring. see how my lax methods work with random zi-high sec 3s. and im still saving for szeying's present la. haha. see if i can find a nice one. it was a turtle you wanted right? see, poor memory. and i cant remember names and faces for nuts. sorry. and im going to try the weekly sweets thing la. maybe can work. MAYBE. and is it szeying who cannot take chocolates?

Thursday, February 28, 2008

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yay. now 08s73 really full strength already. 20 people! haha with jonathan and kaiyuan and xueqin back on wed. and chiewlin and sophia in. marvin, go correct your post. spelling errors a lot.

i know i shouldnt be doing this now, but what the heck. bio prac already screwed, i have no idea whats going to happen. came back from aphelion nite '08. was okay la, but super tame compared to last year and that before. we were running around in snakes and all la! then today all only stand a bit, sit a bit, scream a bit. sian. and the sngs girls were "too modest" in their dance, quoted from an ex-sngs who was in hcap'06 with our year. the jc item was okay, remix of the 4 fac dances.

after bio copying went down to jog a bit. then play some tennis. then jog a bit. then went to ct bench and walked around and talked to jonathan and zijie, and watched esther and jiali drawing ESTHER on esthers file, then went to buy fruit tart for jonathan and zijie, then tried to study bio but didnt, then talked to seniors (i think was yihong, weilin and jasmin), then talked to jingying, then met up with justin to go to aphnite'08.

weird la, going back to see the sngs girls. reminded me of 2 years ago, when fookm was still there and chai was helping me out despite her problems. oh and congrats to her on her newborn! (i think.) the guys were almost totally dao-ing the girls. wth. but at least the girls were having fun playing at the monkey bars and parallel bars.. -_-

went home at around 9 with jinyao bjorn dom weisheng davin and jingying. took 156 with davin and jingying, and was kindly counselled (again) by jingying after davin got off. she says shes sharp, noticing my problem. mm. but helped a lot. =) got home, got the cracked phone to my dad, ate a bit of dinner, bathed, and now here.

and im supposed to be tutoring on phy for my sister and her friends la. scared i teach them the wrong stuff, the way i've been doing my schoolwork for the past weeks. i know im screwed for all subjects. but again, heck. must try to keep up if im going to get unscrewed.

my posts are getting very bland, compared to others'. other people's so nice to read. mine?... sigh. oh well. sleepy time.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

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yay. im blogging again. msn cant sign in, trying to repair the wireless connection. so for now just blog. weird, only my msn not working, the rest of my internet-related applications are still moving as per normal. wth.

last weekend was slacking like there would be no tomorrow. read a bit of chem here and there, then play. so monday chem test died lor. it was insane. i'd be super happy if i got a 2 digit score (out of 30). and charlene completed the whole paper la. crazy one. xD. then today's econs test was not so bad, but i know i missed out a lot of key points. heck, test over. dont wanna talk about it no more.

MONDAY POP! haha played and danced after stupid chem test and a funny/weird phy tutorial. chow couldnt do prac without kaiyuan, jonheng and xueqin (who fell quite sick after training during the weekend), so he returned us our lecture test papers we did a long time ago. i did way better than i expected of myself. and kaiyuan got like 12/15 la. siao one. then we went to PLAY in o2!

met up with chiewlin and sophia (our 2 new classmates. xDD <3) at the hall (i think) then we grouped together and went to outside lt5 (hu bao lou?) for the first briefing with benpoh and monkey and mrs chua. after first intros and all, we went back down to b103 for games. somehow ended up dancing at inner plaza within 15 minutes in the classroom. lol. after that i cant remember, but i know we ended up back at the hall and got our game list and went to play o2 games.

first game the medic game (dog-and-bone-on-steroids; daxian elbowed liyi. bad daxian.) , second game the sliding-on-tarp-shuttle-run-dive-thing, third game the 2-people-carry-1-person-with-cap-run-around-get-other-group-people's-cap-game, fourth game minesweeper (we won! =D), and fifth game twin soccer (ankles hurt). something like that.

after soccer i met jingying from hcap'06. talked to her for a bit, then went to play the pair-climb-up-soapy-wet-slope-thing with the les partners. ended up pairing with eleanor, someone i met through cca. didnt make it to the top, but 1 step away only. >< monkey couldnt climb la. xD but she tried super hard with her partner. les partners also. but they super funny la, their actions and all. heh. then went to bathe. changed into fac shirt and jeans, super hot. met up with the class after getting as many as possible, then went kap for dinner.

so... anying, esther, liyi, chiewlin, bey, kianmin, zijie, boxun and me were eating there, and emelyne rushed over after her training. then we went back like 5/10 minutes late for the final gathering before fac dance. and it started raining. so we went to hall to watch last year's fac dance by fac comm, then went back to central plaza for the actual dance. athena, artemis, ares and the APOLLO. all were cool and nice. emelyne danced nice la! super cool and hyper partner. xD. then had song session, mass dances (i couldnt recognise senior. o.O sorry beiyun! ><), then announcement. apollo didnt win, fac comm members cried, a lot of people tried consoling them, some people danced fac dance without music, we joined in, take photo (s73 and fac comm! yay. =)), then said good night. liyi, enlin and i went crazy la. "APOLLO FAC COMM WE LOVE YOU!" haha. then no response. then thomas came over and group-hugged the 3 of us. =) (and thanks enlin, charlene, siyuan and liyi, for what happened when we were leaving. thank you so much.)

today was normal. got new pw slot, almost like free period. boxun, zijie and i went to library, saw chiewlin after a while, then boxun and i slept. haha. when we got up for bio, saw esther and anying outside library studying. chiewlin went another way. then went back to classroom, and realised that bey and kianmin were at the library too. o.O.

econs test, shh. econs tut was funny la. bey, kianmin and i switched names. at first wanted zijie inside, but failed because tengara knew zijie from vbc. anyway, daryl > bey, bey > kianmin and kianmin > daryl. xD i think she knew, but chose not to say anything. lol.

thats all for yesterday and today. tomorrow the 2 chicken pox and the 1 fever all coming back, recovered (fully, hopfully). yay, full strength of 20, 08s73! haha. kaiyuan owes me 1.5 weeks of niao-ing.

no more for school. my sister got me like 4 friends for tutoring. maths and science, sec 3. i think im the slackest tutor around la, and among the cheapest. havent started yet, but... i dont know. oh well. when the time comes, i'll know. at least i can get a bit more cash... T.T

very long post already, again. so bubbye for now. have to find out why my msn and email not working. mm.

Friday, February 22, 2008

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had yuan xiao yesterday, forgot to write. parents were nice la, buying yusheng from sakae just because i was too sick to eat during my chicken pox bout. super nice la! haha too long time never eat already. then before i slept last night i pasted 08s73 photo on my desk. right in front of my workplace. super cool. then nose dunno why suddenly bleed like siao after i bathe. xD

didnt finish what i was writing about marvin's blog yesterday. >< it was like, its not what i would have expected to see, but knowing marvin, that would be what he would write. very... orientated towards political and arguable issues. but its still nice in its own manner. =)

anyway today wasn't very fun la. feeling sick and nauseous the whole day, breathing a bit tight, knees feeling weird from acupuncture session. and still went to train, with idiotic results. wont elaborate, because someone got hurt as well. tried learning athena and ares fac dances - epic failure. golf was kinda lame, but the speaker very entertaining. to me, at least. xD. my tuts are dying, so what the heck. then came the ct session. siao la, the amount of things they cover over saw (service awareness week). anyway want to donate blood also cannot. need what six months after serious illnesses/diseases (chicken pox!!). poor anying got a bit of fever, then they dont allow her to donate. and mrs chua was right. im not the "rare blood" O-. im O+. -_-

i know im going to die in all the tests. but never mind. still trying to complete bio prac.
prob the last one to hand in. and i missed 2 online tests! thats brings my total of missed online tests up to 3. anyway was trying to do theory in school, but failed like crazy. should ask esther or charlene when i have the time. theory exam in 2 weeks or so la! date confirmed - 8/3. die. but today's lesson was still okay. at least i remembered some stuff. but practical will suffer once i finish theory... T.T

last day as only first-intake students. next monday will have second-intake le. whole new experience. and o2! haha. still have no idea what games to play. maybe shall play primary school games... hmm. must play hard. next and following weeks tests can die one. chem, econs, bio, maths.

theres more i should say, but i cant remember what they are. suffering from slight amnesia/concussion, head got whacked at least 10 times during training today la. so bubbye for now. very long post. bleh.

(esther) haha im not sure if i agree to what i wrote either, but that was what i heard, so yeah...
(xueqin) hello! haha. i didnt know you were already reading my blog. since when? and the two of them... its up to them la. not to us. just like you and boxun. =)
(huishan) i know my posts are long. i dont know how to blog la. ><

~

i know there were things i shouldnt have done, and things i should have. i know i made many mistakes, and some repeatedly as well. i know i have hurt you all more than once, and even sometimes i dont know that i have hurt you. i know i should change, and i have, but its still not enough, is it? i know. but im helpless as of now. apologies have no help, but thats all i can give for now. sorry. to all of you.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

21:19 / 0 comments

got a bit of time now, so just blog la. must learn how to use all the things properly. still have no idea how to post pictures. updated: now have marvin's blog link. yay. xD. read marvin's blog. its not what

and yayness again! ahaha, liyi came back. and jiali yay! hahaha. i'm crazy. and s73 doesnt have a pessimist la. my third strength in top five was positivity la! maybe im negative for myself, but im trying to change. stupid inferiority complex... yeah. but the rest i mostly agree (with esther and marvin). quite cool, s73. variety and one-of-a-kind, yet holding together like nothing else bothers. <3 s0873. =)

gp paper today i think die. my topics and points all like no link like that. i was dumb, not even making sure that the question i got was actually correct or not, and still never change essay plan when i realised it was wrong (one day before the test - yesterday). so serves me right if i do horribly for gp. and the rest of my subjects too. screwed for all. need to study everything. and im still blogging here.

anyway the previous days back in school were fun, much more since i havent been back for 2 weeks. dance and study and pia homework and play and... and i entered njc for the first time since i came to hci la (thanks to liyi. xD). pathetic, i know. realised that it was so much bigger than i used to think, and that was already quite big. went in, then passed liyi her package and went out. people were staring at my apollo tee. scary. and learning the girls' part for fac dance! haha thanks to esther and liyi and zona (i think). but still cannot master. anyway my dancing sucks, everyone knows that.

my turn for our class people's descriptions. try, at least.
anying/sheryl/charlene/emelyne - pro sports.
emelyne and pekyee - sisters.
liyi and esther - les partners la, where can deny.
jiali - cleverest ba. she knows everything. refer to esther's blog.
enlin - handsome, shy, innocent. yeah, if im a girl. but nice anyway. like the rest of the class. xD
kianmin - supporter/crapper/i dont know. xD
marvin - mug. cca spammer.
bey/xueqin - MUGMUGMUG. this one everyone already answered, i cant say anything.
emelyne/esther/liyi - pretties of 08s73.
kaiyuan/boxun - niao-ing shifu and tudi. the master can niao me anytime, anywhere one la.
jonathan - insane, fun. probably the best looking (? cant remember.) guy in 08s73.
zijie/bey - true craziness, always laughing for no apparent reason.
daryl - NOT pessimist. but procrastinator.
i think that's all. 08s73 is really one hell of a class. and a cool one too. =)

congrats to singapore for winning the 2010 Youth Olympic Games bid! yay. but my dad told me i would die. my sister too. by then we would be in ns, then have to do quite some saikang-ing for the yog things, like directing traffic or whatnot. then my sister in jc1 by then, will have to host some of the youth athletes. what about the rest of us? bitter-sweet thing leh. ><

my blog seems quite stagnant, i think. no one visit one. xD. heck la. im thinking too much. and i think im missing out something in this post, but i dont know what, so thats it for now. bio prac and chem tut and maths tut.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

22:26 / 0 comments

i know i shouldnt be writing this now, but bleh. just came back from acupunture and some food. now doing gp plan... wrong question la. anyway, once i find out how to post photos, the needles poking into my knees (3 each knee) can be seen. yayness. skipped training to get like 5 photos. how nice. and still must take tablets and powder thing.

jiali's appeal worked! haha yay, you go girl. tried asking liyi but she didnt respond to me... just hope that we can see her tomorrow in school. ><

anyway, both jonathan and kaiyuan seem to be getting much better (as compared to me). both can even sms go on msn at this point of time... maybe their body immune system pro-er than mine. even now i still sick la.

okay shorter post this time. must continue with gp plan first. tomorrow fail. jia you. type more next time, when i have it. got so much more to say. and thanks esther! xD

Sunday, February 17, 2008

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i broke out of quarantine 2 days early. sat went to my aunt's place. played mahjong and lost again. cant remember what i did before that... >< then cannot sleep until 3 am. woke up sun morn at 6.45 for competition. played 2, lost 2. havent been training for a few months, but no excuse: i suck now. so nothing lor. then went home, bathed, then went to my uncle's place for lunch-dinner thing. didnt gamble (confirm lose, why still play?), but watched tv and got scolded for eating random stuff while still having chicken pox. bleh. waited for the last person to enter the house, then had to leave for my paternal aunt's house (was at maternal's side.). then had more food (sushi!) and watched a bit of death note with the pretties. then eat more. after recovering like constant eating, and still not full. im getting fat. =(

haha the above is super vague on what happened over the weekend. cant remember much, although i remember trying to get out of the house and trying to eat all kinds of things in the recovery phase. then missed so many things... no point listing them all out now. valentines day was kinda down. couldnt pay for the flowers, so didnt get sent. T.T (thanks kian min and CJ for trying. =)) and thanks xueqin for the thought!

anyway quarantine is over now. im out of the house and back to school this week. sorry, kaiyuan and jonheng, i didnt know you both werent immunised yet. i didnt know i had it when we went out for stj, and you (kaiyuan) were sitting right beside me la, and you (jonheng) were sitting directly behind me. sorry! anyone else got it? anying and charlene and marvin and someone else i forgot who, you can go to some polyclinic or hospital to get the immunisation jab, i think. and i think it works for 5 years, then you can get a booster jab.

i am SCREWED for homework. 3 pracs, dunno how many tuts and lecs i missed/havent completed, and econs is history. die. and i still need a nice blogskin to take the place of this template skin. ><

oh, and HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY to yx, nic, pekyee, eehui, zhenyu, jiamin, and anyone else i forgot to wish. =)

Monday, February 11, 2008

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siao. finally getting well enough to blog again la. what cny. people come here and pity me only. couldnt get angbao cos in mourning... but still got 3 from outside the family. T.T but was still okay overall la. lost like shit (as usual) in mahjong, and also in blackjack. sister won like 10 bucks in one game of dai di la! insane one. xD

the past week was crazy. after the weekend of going to hospital and talking to enlin and trying to spread the message of something (i forgot) around, all the little red dots started popping up. medicine 5 times a day, got so bad i had to take sleeping pill. (half a tab got me out a good 20+ hours. O.o) i knew that chicken pox gets worse as you get older, but i didnt know the magnitude. 5 days of mostly lying in bed except for mealtimes and bathing/washing up means 2 times out of bed each day. i stink of iodine...

anyway, thanks s73 for being so encouraging! esther, enlin (sarcasmrocks!), xueqin (banner gg.), pekyee (i brought pe shirt. xD), bey, mrs chua, jiali, jonathan, kianmin (a lot of homework, i know.), liyi (thanks lots! and i wanna see you next week hor.), charlene (daRYL. =)), emelyne, boxun (happynewyeartoyoutoo.), and the rest. and whoever in 6a2003 who knew (esp. yixuan. thanks for coming over!), and anyone else i missed.

i only heard (read) of the results of the cny carnival thingo through esther's blog. that crazy? someone please update me. my poor potatoes... ><

back to homework le. finished the chem online test just on time only, didnt know i was almost past the deadline. now for the phy thing... just realised i have a lot to do to catch up.

(jonathan) be nice to her la. go and tag her blog. GO. shes nice enough to link me even before i know how to link la. ><

Sunday, February 03, 2008

17:30 / 0 comments

haha yayness. xDD

actually, i'm supposed to be resting right now, but i'm feeling weird, so just created this new blog and yeah. first post up. i'm not even sure how to post, so trying out here and there.

anyway, it kinda sucks that i'm learning how to blog just when i fall sick. but there's not much to do anyway right now (i'm not planning on touching homework or theory right now) so blogging seems okay. laggers still have to keep up with the modern age. =) otherwise kaiyuan will start niao-ing me again. at least i got a blog now. HAH.

i need teachers. blogging teachers. yup.

that's all for now ba. going to sleep for a few hours. typing seems to be meeting some problems, heck. bubbye.