Thursday, September 04, 2008

10:05 / 0 comments

i bet half the world is pissed at me right now. i really wanted the whole thing to go well, but i didnt expect all these to happen. i know, its all my fault. im sorry. today shouldnt have been how today was.

google chrome browser isnt as good as they say it to be. loading some pages take longer even, although on average its still faster. and you cant even change fonts or font size in blogger using chrome. had to switch back to firefox (yeah!) just to type this blog entry. change or not, its up to you. there are some interesting features with chrome, though...

and at least there's maf to look forward to. quote cj: "Please dont rain on saturday... please". although i couldnt really care less if it was wet or not. xD i love the rain. =)

bubbye.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

14:07 / 0 comments

sometimes i just want to scream out somewhere and not care about anything in this world.
sometimes i just want to go skating/walking along east coast, enjoying the wind and relaxing.
sometimes i just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.
sometimes i just want to play and laugh with friends/cousins/family.
sometimes i just want to read books. many books.
sometimes i just want to go ask teachers stuff that are unrelated to what we are learning.
sometimes i just want to go explore areas of interest in learning, and not stick to the bloody syllabus.
sometimes i just want to score good grades and make my parents and teachers proud.
sometimes i just want to talk to certain random people about random things.
sometimes i just want to leave this world and never come back/come back as a different (better) person.

and sometimes its just great being me. *sigh*

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teachers day was fun! haha. people were random-er than usual. saw a different side of certain individuals, and the files were actually completed on time la! haha thanks to eme and liyi for the bulk of the work. now for the seniors... ><

and i had a weird dream la. one that i should not have told anyone, and one that i should not have had in the first place. but it still came. heck, who can control what they dream? and i still dont know what it means, although i dont think that i want to know what it means anyway. maybe im afraid of facing reality, being a coward and all.

i should have been mugging like crazy over the past few days, but i've completed only that little bit. im really scared for promos la. so what the heck am i still blogging here!? haha never mind. take a short break. rant out some feelings first.

went to marvins house yesterday after mugging at bishan library and lunch. completed some waves and bacteria (phy and bio). then went to his house and watched some anime and played with his (ultra-zi-high) dog. insane one. kept jumping and climbing onto me, licked me everywhere (including inside my nose. xD), then jump off me and try to get on again. like never tired one leh. haha then i played like 2 hours of kingdom hearts. >< lost 2 hours of studying time. haha but i went back and mugged more after that. lol thanks marvin for the time and the shelter during the rain! =)

tomorrow's the class outing. but its like not many people are going. for one, liyi cant make it, due to reasons. then the guys probably wouldnt want to go anyway. havent heard from emelyne nor anyone else, for that matter. only know that esther should be going, with sophia, i guess. and probably marvin. and mr ong. lol. but what class gathering is this... never mind. i'll just be hopeful and go for this one, and be more hopeful and organise another one after promos. i heard someone talking about a chalet...

half the week is gone. promos looming closer than ever. anxiety building up. JIA YOU everyone.

bubbye. =)