Tuesday, October 28, 2008

23:12 / 0 comments

marvin partially true la. haha. i think this blog can die soon. >< cant really think of what to write. hence im actually doing the bloody long quiz from liyi.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other tags!:

1. yx.

2. jy.

3. nic.

4. sp.

5. sheryl.

6. anying.

7. enlin. (what liyi said.)

8. i have no idea who else to tag. the rest all do already.


01. What have you been doing recently?

op, school, games, sleep, eat, prepare some tech stuffs.


02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

never. it just dies when there's no more battery.


03. What happened at 10.00am today?

a lot of things. i ended up playing freecell and listening to music while enlin was doing the ppt and xueqin was studying with jiali and emelyne was eating with pekyee and liyi was in the library and anying and her friend came along and i dont know where the rest are.


04. When did you last cry?

long ago. funeral.


05. Believe in fate/destiny?

guess so.


06. What do you want in your life right now?

self-discipline and control. and self-esteem.


07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

no umbrella. my hair repels water, according to kaiyuan.


08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

me.


09. What bottom are you wearing now?shorts?

grey shorts.


10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

"happy birthday!"


11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

no idea.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

no.


13. What was the last movie you caught?.....

mission impossible 2. at home. its a movie, so it counts right? if not... i cant remember. ><


14. What are you proud of?

my parents. =)


15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

"haha i only can do if i jump then inch my head forward :p yay okay if you don't find it boring :)" my vj friend whom i met in sec 3, talking about vertical pull-ups and her guitar concert. miss her. ><


16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

no idea. some lin jun jie song playing from enlin's selection, in school.


17.Do you have any nicknames?

obviously.


18. What does your last received text message say?

"Haha mayb u can suggest them sum outfit then if they dun wan then nvm lor XD u decide w marvin lar!" the author is unmistakable. talking about tomorrow's fac outing, guys' outfits. cos girls decided on dress/skirts. final decision: none made.


19. What time did you go to bed last night?

around 12 plus.


20. Are you currently happy?

probably. o.O


21. Who gives you best advice?

everyone? i just selectively listen and follow. ><


22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

sometimes. =)


23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

no one.


24. Is anything bugging you right now?

yeah. my eye. right eye. and my multiple blisters.


25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

liyi. her blog. this quiz.


26. Do you wear toe socks?

no.


27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

my mum.


28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

probably.


29. What annoys you most in a person?

a super negative mentality to match/that surpasses mine.


30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

yeah. its 'did', not 'do'.


31. Have you ever done cocaine?

funny.


32. What is the colour of your room?

blue and white and multi-coloured.


33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

no. just me is enough.


34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?

yeah. but i do it quite often. ><


35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

me.


36. Who was the last person to hug you?

havent done that in ages. ><


37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

even worse/longer than above.


38. Do you have a life?

sometimes. right now, no. but that's social. otherwise i wouldnt be doing something like this.


39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?

yeah. dreams can be too life-like. scary...


40. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

no idea.


41. Last time you smiled?

less than 10 minutes ago.


42. Have you changed this year?

yeah. quite a bit.


43. What are you listening right now?

the bus rolling past outside my house and my keyboard tapping.


44. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

no.


45. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

open. except for times when i try to train my eyes and end up getting motion sickness. ><


46. what do u look for in the opposite sex?

a nice heart and personality. someone who can help me change.


47. Is there a quote you live by?

always keep your words. + determination.


48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

i think so... no idea.


49. Have you ever played an instrument?

yeah. recorders rule. the past.


50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

all ideas are still ideas. to me at least. so none.


51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?

op.


52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

dont have one.


53. What song best describe your love life?

twinkle twinkle little star.


54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

i dont know... guess not.


55. Who always make you laugh?

anyone can make me laugh. =)


56. Do you speak other language other than English?

yeah.


57. Favourite website(s)?

smb. actually strike that. none.


58. What's your middle name?

none.


59. What are you doing tomorrow?

sleep, lecture, play tennis (hopefully), eat lunch, fac outing, laptop stuffs.


60. What do you think you are like?

i'll leave this for you to think about when you read my quiz.


61. Who will you choose to die with?

why on earth would i want someone to die when i die? i dont want other people to die with me. they should die before me. so they wont suffer when i die.


62. Where have you been today?

school.


63. What game do you play often?

genre = racing/driving or (mmo)rpg.


64. Who are you missing right now?

no one in particular.


65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?

neither. i would just go home to my parents. yeah, im weak.


66. What are you doing right now?

quiz, printing stuffs for xueqin.


67. Which primary school are you from?

peichun public.


68. Name 3 colours that you like?

silver. chrome. white.


69. What emotion do you like to show?

joy? no idea.


70. What is your life to you?

something to colour in with family, relatives and friends.


71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

usually just keep it in. until i lose myself and start self-mutilating then MAYBE tell selected people. and yes i used to self-mutilate. NOT by cutting.


72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

jon. about class outing and fac outing.


73. Who do you admire most?

my dad. =)


74. Which month are you born in?

april.


75. How are you feeling right now?

sleepy. crap, liyi, you made me yawn when you typed yawn here. -.-


76. What is the time now?

23:55. dont oversleep tomorrow.


77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?

insane, crazy, zi-high, fun, optimistic. =)


78.What colour did you use to dye hair?

dont dye your hair. esther knows why.


79. Why are you doing this test?

i have no idea why i listened to instructions on a computer screen.


80. What do you do when you're moody

listen to music, stone, read, sleep, exercise.


81. At which age you wish to get married?

let me find a 对象 first.


82. Who is more important to you?

all my loved ones. primarily my immediate family.


83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?

find all the people who have made an impact in my life. thank s73. thank teachers. thank relatives. spend the rest of my time with my parents (and maybe selected people?).


84. Who is the person you trust the most?

myself.


85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

yeah. scientifically proven. sorry.


86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

not telling.


87. What is your goal for this year?

to keep to my goals for next year, since this year is ending.


88.Do you believe in eternity love?

no, but probably eternal love.


89. What feeling do you love most?

genuine appreciation for who i really am.


90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

yeah. quiz too long, author dunno what question to write already is it?


91. What feeling do you hate most?

i cant say i hate hatred the most, because that would be contradictory. cant remember what dr richard arnold taught us. ><


92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

yes. but i dont know how to maintain them.


93. Do you believe in God?

i dont know.


94. Who cares for you most?

my family, i guess.


95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

my values as a person.


96. What will you bring when you fight?

my brains.


97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?

many stuff. top on the list: making my parents mad.


98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

nothing. i'd be dead by then.


99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

break up.


100. How do you feel now?

that i probably wasted quite a bit of my time on this quiz. many errors.. but heck. its a nice thing to do, and helped me reflect.


completed a 100 question quiz. funny man. my parents would kill me if they knew i was doing these kinds of stuff... have to sleep now. good night.

エメィン。僕は何をしていますか。うああああ… 今は考えない。混乱します。
シエン、読んでいるんだったら、誰も話せないでください。お願いね。

bubbye.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

22:24 / 0 comments

BLOG UPDATE.

OMG its been like almost 3 weeks since i last touched this blog la. haha thanks to 3 people for 3 tags. xDD shows why i shouldnt even keep this blog alive...

but alive it shall remain. no matter how sad it is. xD who cares anyway. haha...

THANKS 08S73 for helping me in whatever way for the past week. =)
special mention to marvin, kaiyuan, bey, zijie, jon, enlin and jiali(!) for visiting me last fri (17/10) and the rest for bringing me the fruits and homework (><). all eaten by family already. xD (haha emelyne's small apple!)
special mention to charlene for keeping in contact and supporting me throughout too. cant bear to open the gift. ><
thanks mrs chua for calling on my mum. =)
and THANKS to anyone else whom i forgot. heh.

anyway whether my op is a success of not still depends. the surgery itself was successful, obviously, and so far no infection setting in *touch wood*. all thats left is training my eye to look straight once more. but seems quite difficult leh. >< still hurts.

lol for op details i shall refrain from typing here. want details ask me directly. and for goodness' sake my eye was NOT removed from its socket, nor was my face but open to operate on the eye, nor will i fully recover all my eyesight.

oh and i get motion sickness by using the operated eye only and trying to walk. =S not a good feeling. mum scolded me for trying that out. lol.

no sports for another 3 weeks. and even then light sports only. T.T

PW WR finally handed in. word count and cd left to hand in. yeah i know my group's kinda late, but we did try our best to hand in on time... my fault, kay? yeah, i didnt manage to complete my tasks sufficiently enough, and had to redo them. plus my 3+ days off didnt help much too. but at least we are done. and our (my) op (part) still isnt doing too well. i cant memorise my lines, and im like super nervous even when practising. gg.

school's almost out. and next year's a killer year. dunno whats going to happen to our class, with h3 and dropping and downgrading and (possible) upgrading of subjects.

二月の時間に、スポツしない。困難な時間ね。でも僕は心配しない、友達があるんですから。
今の感情に当惑する。エメリンへの感情は普通か。本当に解りません…

im thinking that there should be a number of grammatical errors or whatnot in there, but its the best i can do now. im still learning! haha.

okay i'll think of more interesting things to blog about next time. for now, no more. bubbye. =)

~

enlin: LOL yeah i know. figured that out while recovering in hospital bed. xD
liyi: xD
marvin: updated. yeah i have nothing much to say and my life isnt that all interesting... >< plus i dont know what to write about.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

19:46 / 0 comments

i have no idea what the hell im actually doing online. after the past 4 weeks or so of self-ostracizing online i finally came online. and right before the craziest paper of the whole year. how nice. >< pretty much screwed.

unprepared for bio. havent memorised much. not caring about the past few papers. looking forward to tomorrow. die and then somehow get revived again within 3 hours. weird.

"when things go wrong, take a right turn."
"dont think it. laugh it."
"see a wall in your path, dont stop. find a way to climb over it, walk around it, or crawl under it, and get past it finally."

dont ask why im writing down all these.

contemplated calling someone, but then decided against it. probably be a disaster anyway.

check-up next thursday (9th). op on the 15th. hope it goes well, and also that i can go for the next op next year.

which means no more making the team next year. and no more colours. >< but i shall work harder and try to stay in there. 1 last year to stay in hcibs and win the big silver thingy! xD

yup. bubbye.

~

僕はいつも "ここにいるよ" と思います。でも、今、僕はぜんぜん無力なので…