Friday, February 22, 2008

had yuan xiao yesterday, forgot to write. parents were nice la, buying yusheng from sakae just because i was too sick to eat during my chicken pox bout. super nice la! haha too long time never eat already. then before i slept last night i pasted 08s73 photo on my desk. right in front of my workplace. super cool. then nose dunno why suddenly bleed like siao after i bathe. xD

didnt finish what i was writing about marvin's blog yesterday. >< it was like, its not what i would have expected to see, but knowing marvin, that would be what he would write. very... orientated towards political and arguable issues. but its still nice in its own manner. =)

anyway today wasn't very fun la. feeling sick and nauseous the whole day, breathing a bit tight, knees feeling weird from acupuncture session. and still went to train, with idiotic results. wont elaborate, because someone got hurt as well. tried learning athena and ares fac dances - epic failure. golf was kinda lame, but the speaker very entertaining. to me, at least. xD. my tuts are dying, so what the heck. then came the ct session. siao la, the amount of things they cover over saw (service awareness week). anyway want to donate blood also cannot. need what six months after serious illnesses/diseases (chicken pox!!). poor anying got a bit of fever, then they dont allow her to donate. and mrs chua was right. im not the "rare blood" O-. im O+. -_-

i know im going to die in all the tests. but never mind. still trying to complete bio prac. prob the last one to hand in. and i missed 2 online tests! thats brings my total of missed online tests up to 3. anyway was trying to do theory in school, but failed like crazy. should ask esther or charlene when i have the time. theory exam in 2 weeks or so la! date confirmed - 8/3. die. but today's lesson was still okay. at least i remembered some stuff. but practical will suffer once i finish theory... T.T

last day as only first-intake students. next monday will have second-intake le. whole new experience. and o2! haha. still have no idea what games to play. maybe shall play primary school games... hmm. must play hard. next and following weeks tests can die one. chem, econs, bio, maths.

theres more i should say, but i cant remember what they are. suffering from slight amnesia/concussion, head got whacked at least 10 times during training today la. so bubbye for now. very long post. bleh.

(esther) haha im not sure if i agree to what i wrote either, but that was what i heard, so yeah...
(xueqin) hello! haha. i didnt know you were already reading my blog. since when? and the two of them... its up to them la. not to us. just like you and boxun. =)
(huishan) i know my posts are long. i dont know how to blog la. ><

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i know there were things i shouldnt have done, and things i should have. i know i made many mistakes, and some repeatedly as well. i know i have hurt you all more than once, and even sometimes i dont know that i have hurt you. i know i should change, and i have, but its still not enough, is it? i know. but im helpless as of now. apologies have no help, but thats all i can give for now. sorry. to all of you.