Friday, March 28, 2008

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4 days since last post. and i still havent completed hw. dies.

finally decided to drop out of council yesterday afternoon. after talking to team mates and teacher i/c, and thinking through it for the past 2 weeks.. no matter which one i chose in the end, i know that i'll regret not taking it up. but have to make a decision and walk down only one path. taking both paths would just kill me, while carrying that heavy backpack that is schoolwork. good luck iParty. jia you zijie, bey and boxun.

was talking to regarding on either tues or wed afternoon, cant remember. sorted out a few things, but was/am still confused about the rest. why is one confused about the other? i know my conversational skills and so on are very weak, but im like that. usually without any topic one, not speaking unless spoken to. became like this after lower sec.. harsh memories. maybe that has made me keep things to myself, and become so random.

i got bronze. but am not very satisfied with the way i competed.. and no more blaming my injuries. its my skill and technique thats super lousy. not to mention speed and strength as well. inferior. must start training. want to know scores for all divs and so on, ask me or any other team mate. big guy probably already has posted on his blog anyway..

so thur went to fight in the morning and supported the c boys (and c girls) in the afternoon. then missed one full day's lessons. maths tut 7a and b must complete, right? ><><

parents came back today after c1 parents day. my first term was very screwed, and the second term isnt going to go easy on me either. =( but still pushing on. must work harder, and must organise time better. its all about schoolwork now. i should probably use this time to finish maths..

i miss everyone. j3s, 08s73, og12, council, 4b07, 12slc-as/imp, 6a03.