Sunday, March 02, 2008
please VOTE FOR ME. thankew. =)
sorry anying! wahh. it all started with me. how are you feeling? maybe you dont read my blog, but just wanted to apologise. even though it probably wasnt my fault. yeah. heck, get well soon yeah? rest more, and come back fast! we need food during gp! haha and your random craziness in class. zao ri kang fu!
was crazy this weekend. sat morning couldnt get up again. coach told cap who told me i may not get to participate if my training stays the way it is now. im trying to change already, but i need to take things one step at a time. i will come for training, but i still need time.
then earned my first tutoring fees. total of $5 per person, $10 total for 2.5 hours! super cheap right! and im very flexible with timing and venue and topic, as long as its science/maths related! haha. but not too bad la, i just hope that my first 2 tutees can do well for their upcoming maths and phy tests.
tried to do some work, but couldnt. no mood. so ended up reading manga again. lucky could go over to yx's place in the evening and stay over. the whole afternoon slacking away, so brought maths and bio to yx's place and mugged with him. completed the yellow assignment (with kaiyuan's help, lol) and carbo tut, then studied enzymes with him till midnight. (8-12 - 4 hrs. wth. im slow.) then watched clannad eps 1-9, and read the first chap of ichigo 100%. and slept at 4.30 am.
woke up at 9 this morning, and tried to study proteins. ended up watching coupling and clannad again. and i teared in clannad! that show's animation is GREAT la. <3 clannad. xD. then went back home at around 12 for brunch. then bathed, and slept for about an hour. woke up, then went with family to aunt's place for dinner. reached there, taught sister more maths, chem and phy, had dinner, then fell asleep waiting for cousins. super nice la, go out and dao me at home. their home some more. haha but when they came back not bad la. i even played my cousin's boyfriend's psp. went home, and now blogging.
just did mbti under jonheng's guidance. not too bad, at least now i know where to work on. now to find out how to work on it. my four letters thing kinda surprised me in a way, but heck. so 2 choices. change others and their thinking about me, or change myself. hmm.
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is it with me, or is it about me? i probably dont know that much, but i want to help myself and you too. its not about trust, is it? i dont want to doubt myself. i want to be certain of who i am, and where i want to go. i want to be able to walk down my decided path confidently.