Friday, April 18, 2008
I PIA-ED and I IMPROVED my 2.4 timing. =D rocks. YEAHH. haha. quite happy that i broke the 12-minute milestone (mine; my stamina SUCKS.) so yayness. that means i got 4 a's and 2 c's. could have been better, but i'm happy. =)
and marvin really has a lot to say. must slow down a bit so people can catch up. and dont come up with so random stuff. you know what i'm talking about. anyway dont stress so much la. i know i'm being hypocritical, but you shouldnt take things slightly more easily. and thanks for tagging. my blog seems so stagnant... like its really a personal diary or something. ><
went back to moelc yesterday! followed siyuan haha. went to buy some chips for the teacher at j8 ntuc because of some treating thing, and also cos the teacher likes salty stuff (she's thai.), then went to moelc to mug for half an hour before the h1 jap class started. then went into the container classrooms. last year, there was like 2 containers or so. then now suddenly got 3 ROWS of containers. all air-conditioned. o.O lucky juniors.
the class is cool and super bonded. even though there were at least 5 different schools and like only 3 guys (not including me) in a class of 11+ people, they were like super happy in there. all talking and laughing and playing and YET still keeping up with the lesson and within classroom decorum. very cool. and they even accepted me, making me feel like i was part of them even though it was my first time seeing half of them. then this guy bought the same salt and vinegar lays chips as me! haha i dont eat chips, so just gave the packet to the class. they opened mine, and kept his in storage. xD and like they have 2 tins of biscuits in the class' store la! haha. recess no one left the class for food. all eat there and then.
h1 jap is crazy la. i thought it was h2. turns out h2 is even worse. the class i sat in was all about demographics of japan. elderly population, aging society etc. and must say all in jap. o.O and then they had small presentations of places of interest in singapore, in jap! haha super funny and informative. then they had kanji quiz, so i mugged a bit of bio.
after class caught up with some stuff with jaspang while walking towards bishan interchange. couldnt talk much because the class people were all talking and laughing all the way. haha super fun class! cant get enough of them. think im going back the week after next. next week is e-learning week for the h1 jap class. yay. xDD
anyway acads not so good as of now. econs dropped again, damn lucky i didnt fail. my dd/ss concepts all screwed up. then essay crapped out. bleh. i give up trying to remember what happened this week. but today went through phy mock spa. next week is bio lect test, and ACTUAL PHY SPA directly after that. i think. T.T jia you man. to s73 and everyone else taking the tests as well.
jon asked me a question this morning after pe. got me to think about what the heck i have been doing since i entered jc. what and where on earth am i trying to get? true; whatever i am doing now, its going to get me no where. but im still stuck; i dont know where to go. im desperately trying to pull my grades up, and trying to recover so i can train normally again. which is tough, seeing as im super accident-prone. my left shoulder's been whacked 3 times over the past 2-3 weeks. and there's competition on sunday and grading on monday. good luck to me.
so i've been emo-ing these few days. or actually since the start of the year. im really feeling the strain im putting on myself, and i dont know how to get rid of it. i really should do what i advise others to do, but i dont seem to listen to myself. sure, i can talk about my problems and ways to solve them, but im all talk and no action. bloody hypocritical talk-the-walk bastard = me. its time to change, but why on earth am i not?!
am i really that serious all the time? i know i need to be more expressive at times, but are the others' impression of me this super serious guy? bleh. how to change? its me larh. im not used to like being smiley and all; its just my normal face lor. what can i say. dont always tell me not to be serious; half the time im not lor. thats the way i speak/talk. and i really cant help my repeated apologies. >< haha cant say sorry here.
super long post. yeah. and still sourcing for a new blogskin. sucks. im picky. bubbye.
P.s. ehh anying, i think its filipino, not philipino or (somethingelse). but thats random. yeah.