Thursday, May 15, 2008
blearh. i keep screwing up everything. i keep saying i should do this and i keep telling myself i will do that, and yet i dont. mm. problem...
anyways, my acads grades are seriously worrying a lot of people. firstly, me. secondly, my parents (who are trying to get me into tuition, saying that i seriously need help. which i dont deny.). thirdly, my teachers (mrs chua, obviously, who's already trying to help with maths; mr wong, who wanted to speak to me but didnt answer my sms; plus random others.). there may be more, but these are the most affected groups of people. T.T im trying to work hard. (and here i am blogging. wth.)
yeah. school seems more fun now, though. even though i still cant remember half the things that happened over the past week. all i can remember is mrs chua's birthday card-thingy, which EMELYNE and ESTHER worked super hard to accomplish (yay THANKS! haha great job manss. caps to emphasize. xD) which we couldnt give on tues (her birthday) cos she was too busy. then we gave her on wed, and sang her birthday song before class started. then everything went back to normal. mm.
went for dance night full dress rehearsal ytd! haha it was cool. all the dances were super nice la. although got one or two super dark theme. like some kinda cult or related doing some kind of ritual. o.O but yeah, the dances were nice. saw a lot of people on stage. but no mentions here. lol. too many la. plus i cant remember all. then my mum told me that we would be free on sat night. wth la, and i just sold off my ticket.
gems on sun! no idea if im looking forward to it or not. but it should be fun la, hopefully. although some people will have to wake up super early. PLEASE reach my place at 11 am SHARP so we can begin on time. for those who have trouble finding my place, or want to meet up first, 10:45 am at serangoon mrt station. lunch SHOULD be provided. oh, and the ingredients/stuff all bought le. yeah.
got lotsa things to do during june. training camp x2, training every week, schoolwork catching up, mugging for bts, cip, 30-hour famine (!), outings. which reminds me. if you see this, please remind others and yourself to send me a list of days you will/will NOT be free (confirmed dates, at least) so that i can organise some class outings. i know anying wants to go iceskating. =) anymore ideas for class outing?
i need a change in my life. my daily life. i know what to do, and all i need is my own motivation to change. jia you daryl. and animals that live in the poles are in danger of drowning, especially those in the north pole, like polar bears and seals (and santa claus) due to climate change. summer ice melting rates are increasing, some claiming due to global warming. even so, we may have an ice-free north pole soon (which sucks). so the (stupid) 5 nations (canada, denmark, norway, russia and the united states) who are trying to lay claim on north pole territories should stop trying to increase their borders; instead, they should lower their contributions to increasing global temperatures.
yet in what position am i to say the above? oh wells. bubbye.