Saturday, May 17, 2008
im seriously a bloody hypocrite. telling others to cheer up and believe in themselves and take care of themselves and here i am shitting myself.
i need a change in life. plan out june hols. even though more than half of it is training. top 10 to-do list:
1. sleep.
2. homework/revision.
3. sleep.
4. revision/homework/practice.
5. sleep.
6. reading. (i need a new book or 2! T.T)
7. sleep.
8. going out/playing/exercising/sports/games.
9. homework.
10. sleep.
yeah. training not included as it is going to be part of daily regime soon. wth. but i need to get stronger anyways.
so yeah. maybe i should believe in myself more first and take more care of myself before telling others what to do.
school's getting heated up again. tensions between 2 groups. maybe more. 2 individuals getting segregated. several suffering in various stuff (grades, social life, health, fitness, etc.). yeah... things WILL get better. yup. =)
and SEE. i cant remember anything again. except that i went for vjc guitar concert after training today. which was very different from the hc concert. there was intro to the whole ensemble instruments, and there were ONLY guitars performing, with bands and honorary guest performance. SUPER COOL. haha the whole place was rocking to jenny! and the conductor super cute la. dancing to mambo number 5 while asking the crowd to join in singing. xDD
please tell me by tonight (sat night, 17/5) if you are going to join the 30-hour famine. i can help you sign up. and STRONGLY encouraged to sign up as game masters (17 years and above, free on 31/5 for full day trial, and actual camp) or as general helpers (15 years/above, free on actual camp). yup. once again, its $30 to join. and to me, its quite worth it.
okay sleep now. once again, way past my bedtime. bubbye.