Thursday, October 02, 2008
i have no idea what the hell im actually doing online. after the past 4 weeks or so of self-ostracizing online i finally came online. and right before the craziest paper of the whole year. how nice. >< pretty much screwed.
unprepared for bio. havent memorised much. not caring about the past few papers. looking forward to tomorrow. die and then somehow get revived again within 3 hours. weird.
"when things go wrong, take a right turn."
"dont think it. laugh it."
"see a wall in your path, dont stop. find a way to climb over it, walk around it, or crawl under it, and get past it finally."
dont ask why im writing down all these.
contemplated calling someone, but then decided against it. probably be a disaster anyway.
check-up next thursday (9th). op on the 15th. hope it goes well, and also that i can go for the next op next year.
which means no more making the team next year. and no more colours. >< but i shall work harder and try to stay in there. 1 last year to stay in hcibs and win the big silver thingy! xD
yup. bubbye.
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僕はいつも "ここにいるよ" と思います。でも、今、僕はぜんぜん無力なので…